hmm....

I did something bad, I'm a pretty horrid person, I hope I forget about it.

ugh.

I'm always having to defend myself when I go out and he's not there with me. What's up with that? He says that I forget about him and don't care about him, I don't forget, I really love him, but do I have to constantly think about him 24/7?

UURRRGGHH

So, I went to a wicked house party last night with my friend, and I told Mr. H. and he said that I had to text him the entire night, and I was okay, I'll try. I didn't think he'd expect me to type sentences and give him a play by play of what's going on, especially since I was getting pretty drunk as the night wore on. He said he was pretty mad when at one point I just kept texting back 'Idunno' because at least that made more sense than txting random shit that doesn't make any sense when read due to me having to press buttons 2 or 3 times to get to that specific letter. Geesh, so usually when I go out, I don't bring my phone and text him, or when I'm also hanging out with my friends, I get how that can be annoying, but come on! I was drunk, my fingers don't function as well as when I'm sober, so I just wish he didn't expect so much from me.

P.S.: I touched some dudes beard for half an hour pretty much.

Quote of the Day!

"[W]as singing it in my head today as a person told me a pointless story I didn’t give a shit about." - Bigstereo.net

e.l.f. and junk.

So, I ordered my ELF make-up today, they haven't accepted my paypal yet, but I'm hoping it will be soon. I made the address my friend's address, and it says unverified so I'll probably have to wait for that to confirm...or it'll confirm when they send it, idunno, paypal doesnt explain it well enough for me to understand.

If you haven't heard, ELF (eyes lips face) is a super affordable make-up brand, Youtube some videos to catch up if you like, I ordered 16 items, hahah, both from the original line and their "Studio" line. I really wanted the Complexion Perfector, but they were out. So I ordered the eye transformer instead, which is supposedly suppose to make your huey eyeshadows go all opalescent on you. I just ordered stuff for on the face business I'm set for a while with my MAC concealer which works amazingly and Chanel liquid foundation-$60, which once thats gone I will try the MAC liquid foundation 'cause my sister said it works really well and is half the cost of the Chanel.

I really hope my order gets processed soon, most people have said that it takes about 2-4 weeks for a shipment to be received, I hope I'm one of the lucky 2 weekers hahahah, but it'll be worth it if it does take a month and I'll have new make-up for the next school term!

I used the 5FOR5STUDIO coupon code, cause I was getting like 6 studio line things, and it was just a lot cheaper than using the free shipping codes.

A list of the items I will hopefully get are:
- Waterproof Eye-Liner Pen: I heard it's not very black and that it isn't waterproof, which is fine with me, 'cause I hate getting waterproof stuff because it's so hard to get off.
- Liquid Eye Liner in Copper
- Eye Shadow Quads in Butternut, Luxe and Matte Mauve.
- Duo Eye Shadow Cream in Butter Pecan
- Natural Radiance Blusher in Shy
- Shielding Hydro-Tint SPF 15 in Tone 2.
- Nail Polish in Champagne and Fire Coral
- Translucent Mattifying Powder (studio)
- Bronzer in Warm (studio)
- Eye Transformer (studio)
- Powder Brush (studio)
- Complexion Brush (studio)
- Eye Shadow C Brush (studio)
- Eye Shadow Brush
The total with the code came out to $27.00 (rounded up) USD, and then in CND it was $32.00. A pretty sweet deal. Can't wait.

I think if this order goes well, I'm gonna try the Mineral Lipsticks, Complexion Perfection if they have it, their Mineral Eyeshadows and maybe get a wristlet, cause their colours come in a metallic colour, so I'd use it for going out and then put my brushes in it. I need some kind of case for my brushes...

I also hope to get some Spectro Jel or Pro-activ, I really miss the clear skin that I use to have while on pro activ, but it's about 60 bucks for a 3-month supply, which doesn't sound that bad but I'm a student, so cheap make-up, clothes and art supplies are my main purchases, and food I guess hahahah. And I heard Spectro Jel is neat, and half the price along with the facial moisterizer, so maybe if I get my parents to buy me Proactiv before I leave, when it runs out I can switch to Spectro Jel?

Hotdogs and Staches

WHHHYYYY?

DOES HE HAVE TO BE SO GORGEOUS?! HONESTLY, I SHOULD'VE HAD SEX WITH HIM WHILE I HAD THE CHANCE!